So what is Easter about anyway? Newly returned to the fold \u2013 but that\u2019s another story \u2013 I\u2019ve had relatively little exposure to the gestalt, the full experience of Holy Week. In fact, as a sometime Presbyterian, even when I was (previously) in the fold, the opportunity to embrace the richness of this journey was wanting, as the church calendar wound its way from Ash Wednesday, through Lent, to this period of reaffirmation and the full intensity of what our belief system is founded upon. Now, for perhaps the first time for me, Easter had begun to make sense. This year in particular, as St. James has continued to enrich this special season with services that celebrated each stage of this passage, the extremes that attach to the passion were brought home to me. (In truth, Nicola\u2019s been making this point with me for some time now \u2013 but who knew she was right?) <\/p>\n
We had the further good fortune this year to be sitting this Easter morning in St. Mary Magdalene\u2019s (a high Anglican church in Toronto where Andrew is currently assistant organist), in culmination of this extraordinary week and in the presence of what I can only describe as the \u2018full Monty\u2019 of formal Anglican liturgy \u2013 in one of few such churches in Toronto (\u2018Smokey Tom\u2019s\u2019 being the other that comes to mind, St. Thomas\u2019 by its less descriptive moniker). I make this particular distinction, since my expectation was that, here in this bastion of Anglican tradition (from incense and full procession, to sung scripture, prayer, and creed), I would hear, as homily, a reiteration of the principal belief upon which Christian dogma is predicated \u2013 that this is the day of resurrection.<\/p>\n
Now, I\u2019ve heard Father Harold Nahabedian, longtime rector of St. Mary Mag\u2019s (as it\u2019s affectionately called), speak before. So that his text would be a wonderful, layered piece, commentary on this fundamental truth of Christian belief \u2013 but informed by a more progressive and subtle questioning of Christian literality \u2013 was not a total surprise. But in the presence of such high ceremony and celebrated utterly surrounded by trappings of the historic and essential church, it brought home the challenge, the paradox for the 21st century Christian with which some of us struggle: just what is it that we believe and weekly reaffirm in our recitation of our creeds, Apostles\u2019 or Nicene.<\/p>\n
Perhaps not too coincidentally, Michael Valpy\u2019s editorial, in this past weekend\u2019s Globe and Mail (March 22, 2008), is entitled Taking Christ Out Of Christianity<\/em>. Slightly less sinister than its title would perhaps suggest, it examines a posture increasingly present in today\u2019s church: considering the possibility that \u201cno miracles-performing, magic Jesus given birth by a virgin and coming back to life\u201d should comprise the core of our belief structure. The piece, largely based on the writings of Gretta Vosper, a Toronto-based United Church minister, explores the contention that it is precisely this set of dated, historical-literal, decreasingly credible myths, doctrines, and dogma \u2013 \u201ctheological detritus\u201d (in Ms. Vosper\u2019s words) \u2013 that is at the root of shrinking church membership and attendance. That today\u2019s Christian is far too sophisticated, theologically speaking, to buy into this system of beliefs and that the church\u2019s viability is under siege \u2013 barring a wholesale, revisionist housecleaning. Valpy explains further that, at the core of her argument, is the need to not simply tinker with, modify, or modernize historic, perhaps antiquated and decreasingly relevant concepts and ritual in an effort to find some palatable \u201cmiddle ground\u201d for we folk in the pews (in the fond hope that we\u2019ll keep showing up!). But to redefine our practices and beliefs in essential and, certainly for some, convulsive ways \u2013 not the least of which is the celebration of \u2018renewed hope\u2019 in place of a resurrected Jesus, as the central tenet of the rite of Easter.<\/p>\n So where does all this leave me, a reclaimed Christian and newly minted Anglican? Father Harold (in a shared and candid moment at Fellowship following this lovely service) \u2018confessed\u2019 that he\u2019d \u2018departed\u2019 from his prepared text. Without his further elaboration, I was left to wonder: departed from what? Had he stopped short of an explicit retelling of the \u2018usual\u2019 Easter message, perhaps feeling that, like many of the modest number of theologians whose writings I\u2019ve dabbled in lately, he is uncomfortable propagating the literalist view of the resurrection? But still pulled his punch when it came to some variant of Ms. Vosper\u2019s rather radical stance, not wanting to risk alienation of that (likely significant) chunk of the congregation that would see such commentary as frankly heretical? I\u2019ll not have an answer to that one.<\/p>\n I don\u2019t know much for sure<\/em> about my relatively recently undertaken journey, in from the wilderness as it were. What I do know is that I have been drawn to the formality, the increasing familiarity, and the immutability of the Anglican liturgy (especially the BCP). I know that the ritual \u2018climb\u2019, through the church calendar, and Holy Week in particular has lent (sorry, that was an accident!) meaning to this affiliation. And I know that less \u2018mysterious\u2019, symbolic, even poetic celebrations have been far less compelling for me. What I don\u2019t know (among many things in this regard) is whether I need to have all this to be predicated on a \u2018real\u2019 event, to be a story populated by real people, enacting history exactly as portrayed by flawed, at times contradictory scribes, for it to have meaning for me. Somehow I think not.<\/p>\n \u201cSerious doubt is<\/em> faith\u201d, Paul Tillich.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" So what is Easter about anyway? 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